Bandico

I haven't posted any artwork for 1 year. Well that represents my current life. I mean, I didn't care about creating for a long time, I didn't draw a thing during the summer - but I would have had time for it. I felt kinda lost. I thought about my further education in a riddiculous way: I thought of becoming something I am not, just because the situation of my country requires more of them. (Let's say it: programmer. whoa.. I can't believe I was thinking about this.. seriously, I hate math!! o.O) So now I'm here. Lots of things have changed since then. At first place, I know what I want and what I want to become (a graphic designer :blushes:

Ok, there's no excuse. I'm a lazy ass. I don't draw as much as I did and that's frustrating for me. Ok, I can blame school, of course. So much to learn etc etc... But the real cause of it is me. What am I thinking, that school doesn't teach me how to draw with every single technique, and that's what I want to learn. Well this school teach us every sh*tty part of the history of every country, I learn how to count by logarythm, I learn how a cathode-ray tube shines, but seriously. Is this really what I need? Of course, no. I just learn this beacuse I don't want to change that school (to an art school), 'cause there is only one and a half year

Long time didn't see my dA profile... I don't know what was with me, I just drew only on the drawing course... No sketch, nothing at all. Maybe the school does it with me? Dunno... But... Now I finally feel something. Something that tells me: "Don't give up art, it is your only talent, the most important treasure inside you!" I think dA helped me a lot along these 4 years, since I'm a memeber. dA was the reason to practise a lot and to try to reach the level of those fantastic artists. If wasn't, I wouldn't have had goals with art and my skill wouldn't have increased at all. That's why my recent goal is to be attend a fine art university whe